all hail to the person who dedicated "
I Will Remember You - Ryan Cabrera" to 205, whom i think is van.
i dont know what to say.
after all that happened...
its finally over):
C&D was a blast. i think it was perfect, perfect even if it isnt.the last time feeling so good on stage with 205, was so special i promise i'll keep it close to my heart to the very end. i dont even know how to sound coherent anymore(haha). it was just indescribable. every single move all of us made to make it happen.. all of them count. all the squabbles, all the laughter.. i rather those continue than everything to end, just like that.
thank you 205B, for everything(: i love you guys, loads. and im sure saiying does too. <3>class allocation came out on the big day.
i dont really know how to react.. its just a whole puddle of emotions mixed up together into a potion and poured into a boiling pot, where everything is forced to boil into gas. justina called jolene to tell her about our new classes, and jolene shannon are in 3/6, rosanne in 3/5. and im in 3/4. our way down to the GO was quite a silent one, and its more of me stoning in front of the board which determined our fate for us. maybe its just too hard to take..? the thought of not being with 205 anymore, not being with my close friends anymore.. ): trying so hard to keep the tears from falling really doesnt help to conceal all the nostalgia and sadness.. but thats just life, again.
before anything changes, i want to
thank you 205 for everything, every single thing. no matter how minor how insignificant how unimportant it may seem, i still thank you with all my heart.
thank you 205 for being such a wonderful class, although you guys make me feel like stabbing myself sometimes, but it never failed to turn out okay or mostly even better in the end.
thank you all so much for all the wonderful times we had together as a class for two whole years. from 105'07 to 205'08. sec1 orientation, LSC'07, YDFF#1, ECP, last day of school, C&D, LSC'08, YDFF#2, teacher's day performance, C&D etc etc.
there's so much i want to say, i want to thank for, but you know everything just cant seem to escape through the teeny fat stubby fingers.. theres just too much.
its been a roller coaster ride, these 2 years. all the joy, tears, warmth.. all that we've been through together. all these cannot be put across by just a simple word. and only 36 of us would understand.. so i hope that we'll keep this special bond intact.(:
its so hard to keep all memories close, so hard to actually remember every single intricate detail of what happened over these 2 years, be it good or bad. its heartbreaking to think that my next 2 years in nanyang wouldnt be with all 35 of you, which means that i have to live by without all of your unique funny antics, all 205 is special for.
i feel blessed that i've been given a chance to be enroled into nanyang and this very special class.. looking back, i can actually see how much i've grown, how much all of us have grown together.
"thank you for growing up with me!"-lynn
haha.. i'll definitely miss growing up with you all): i wish there was a timeturner, and everything doesnt have to change.):
anyway.. here are the dedications i've been trying to come out with all these while.(:
#1 ChenXi
you are one very unique person. i dont know why, haha. thank you chenxi for offering help whenever i needed any. its saddening to think that you wont be pushing me back and forth during flag raising anymore, or calling "mandy mandy!" to ask about class stuff. i will really miss all your funny antics. jiayou dancer!
#2 Shanping
shanping shanping.. spongy bobby dancery. (i have no idea how that came out) you're definitely a person i would miss a lot. you're one that i can relate so much with, that i can crap around with so easily. i wouldnt have come this far without you.. and even if we're one class apart.. everything wont stay the same. the times spent with you and rosanne were one of those that i would remember for the rest of my life. you guys made me realise the meaning of true friendship. and you, thank you for being there when i needed someone. thank you for giving me moral support all the while, such that when i look back i always know that youre there. words cant say it all, but you know what i mean right?(: dont forget me okay! skyboy and i will always be awaiting your arrival. i love you bestie!<3>
#3 Jieying
you are so tall.thats the first thing i can think of cos you always tower above me and i feel like a dwarf. haha. your company to do zuowen after school. next time whenever i have leftover homework to do after school i'll look for you in class, but then i wont get to see you in my class anymore): continue working hard okay! i'll miss you.
#4 Evie
you are one special special person to me. i think we've both achieved this special bond between us. i've always enjoyed your company, even when it was a silent one. i really appreciate everything you've done for me evie! those times when we crapped and lamed about during lessons.. *(rmb our dream school? hahaha) all of those will be kept dearly in my heart. and most imptly, thank you for sending God's words to me. somehow you've brought the meaning of life to me, even when you dont realise it. i love you evie!<3
#5 Xinyi
haha chinese rep! youre very responsible and caring. thank you for encouraging me at times when our class is in chaos, and helping me whenever i needed help terribly. haha thank you for being patient when im lagging in handing up chinese homework, or whatever. oh by the way, you know i think you have character. i dont know why haha. you're definitely one person i will remember.
#6 vanessa
banana! although it doesnt show on the surface, but vanessa youre one of the people i will remember and miss the most. for one, i think youve got a lot of character. that is very.. admirable, trust me. thank you for showing me the light in the dark tunnel whenever i felt so lost inside. youre a person that i can talk to so well, so much, and that i can truly be myself with. ive always enjoyed your company, and i hope that goes the same for you too. remember to come visit me next year okay! i will go visit you too, definitely. <3
#7 Yuka
your distinct squeaky voice that i can memorise so well. whenever i hear such a sound i'll turn around, sure to see you, haha. anyway, dear assistant monitress, thank you so much for everything, for all the encouragement that youve given throughout this tedious journey of leading the class. without you i wouldnt have made it to this point, seriously. thank you!!! i'll really miss you!<3
#8Yunge
a person full of wonders and creativity.. HAHA. youre damn hilarious i swear. the journeys we had on the way home and on the way to school are very very memorable. yunge.. youre another person that i enjoy the silent company with. thats very rare, i guess. hope that next year we'll still go home together, no matter how hard it seems. jiayou in CO and studies! haha i dont think that'll be much of a problem though, smartypants!(:
#9 Jessie Tan
i love your hair, really. youre another person whos so.. "I". interesting person, really. haha i think that youre a very practical and downtoearth person.. somehow. thank you for reminding me stuff anytime,anywhere. that helped alot, especially when im very.. forgetful and careless. will miss you too!(:
#10 Jessie Tee
my first ever tablemate! haha remember the times during the first term of our first year when rosanne and i bombarded loads of stuf with you? and the time when we introduced ourselves to the class.. terribly. haha jessie youre a person that just makes 205 so complete. thank you for the moral support youve given me in work and all that. (:
#11 Celeste
quiet, soft but very hilarious and comfortable to be with! you know.. its good to know that im not alone in times of crisis. somehow you make me feel that way.. through your encouraging smile and actions(: thank you celeste!
#12 Beishi
se4beibei!:D hahaha you are really very fun to be with. with you there will never fail to be laughter with all your.. pervertic-ness and weird.. actions. hahaha. i look forward to being classmates with you for another 2 fun-filled years! its definitely heartwarming to know that you'll be with me.(:
#13 Kahmun
i think you have a hidden inner child. hahah. youre a person that i look up to, really. smart, thin and slender (like a bamboo!HAHA), talented, practical.. youve got it man kahmun! :D hahaha you really crack me up when you act aunty sometimes "AIYOAH AMANDA!" haha. i'll miss you a lot.. really.(:
#14 Audrey
hey audrey.. youre a person that i will never ever forget. we've been through so much together. many many things that we cant put across with mere words. thank you for being there for me.. its heartwarming to know that someone is there to catch me when i fall. although we're not as close now.. i hope that the special bond we've developed this two years wil not break but instead tighten.. even when we're in different classes. haha sleep more kay!(:
#15 Yixuan
youre a very very interesting person, seriously! hahaha youre a very nice person to chat with online. :D and youre freaking tall. plus, youre damn amusing. you have a nice voice too! LOL i dont know why whenever i talk to you i feel like laughing so much. i will miss you tallie! continue to work hard and be the smartypants you are.(:
#16 Lihan aka esther
Aww. youre a person who gives me security.. somehow. maybe its cos youre nice to hug and cuddle into. youre a person 205 can never get by without, really. haha remember the times when audrey sara and i went to your house for art and made a big mess out of it? :D thanks for all those happy times, esther! i definitely miss your bear hug, especially the one on the last day of school(:
#17 Marie
AHGWA! haha youre so intriguing. and you have a very high talent in writing.. fanfiction. the times when i was your tablemate.. i was defintely awed in what you.. specialise in. haha, thanks for everything okay! im sorry for flaring up unnecessarily that time.. it was really an accident>< i hope that we'll keep in touch even when we're in different classes next year..(:
#18 Chuanling
aha, you give me the inspiration and the OOMPH! to do things. like many others,i think that youre a very capable person. and interesting one. (: you made me realise many precious things in life.. i think youre a very admirable character, definitely. thank you for giving me direction whenever i am like a lost sheep in a big big meadow. i wouldnt have made it without you too, chuan. i didnt have the chance to say this, but i love you.. through many things that we've done together, that youve done for me.. i really appreciate all of them. all the best in netball and studies okay! promise me we'll keep in touch<3
#19 Saiying
aww we the awesome two!:D although we only got closer through drama.. i have a found a nice and true friend in you. thank you for giving me support and encouragement all these while.. its really been very nice working with you. its actually one of the projects that i enjoyed doing alot, although its really difficult. thank you for giving me the strength and faith to move on.. even at times when it seemed all impossible. i always feel the security that everything will be alright in the end when youre there. keep in touch, okay? love you saiying!
#20 Nerice
i'll miss your hugs, your comforting smile, your "its okay, its okay" or "cool down, cool down". youre a very motherly figure, i must say. you prevent all of us from exploding.. haha. thank you nerice! good luck in future endeavours.. keep in touch okay! (: i'll hug you whenever i see you along the corridors!
#21 Jolene
jolene.. its heartbreaking to know that we wont be in the same class anymore. its so saddening to know that i'll be seperated from a very special person who means so much to me. thank you for everything.. for supporting and encouraging me this whole year, for the hugs whenever i needed one, for offering your shoulder whenever i needed someone to lean on, for offering your listening ear whenever i needed one, and just.. so much more. youre a very indescribable confidante, just a person who understands me so much. youve guided me throughout this journey full of ups and downs without fail. youre an indescribably awesome friend, really. thinking that we wont be in the same class next year really sucks. i cant imagine): your friendship matters so much to me, i hope that our bond will be unbreakable.. i hope that no matter how hard it may be, we'll still be as close. i'll really miss all your nonsense and the times when you just get really annoying and hit people's ROUND parts and keep disturbing people.. i'll really really miss you): i love you loads, jolene! <3>
#22 Rosanne
haha very talented modern and ballet dancer. you appear to me as a very.. determined person. especially in the aspect of dance.(: you somehow intrigued me in your world of dance, haha. continue to dance well, eh? i'll always be supporting you!(: anyway, its been a terribly wonderful 2 years spent with you (note the oxymoron LOL). youre a vry interesting person, really. thank you for everything, for brightening up my day without fail with all your funny antics, for all the times we spent together, especially during 3rd lang, with shanping and all that. im sorry for all the had happened over the times.. but dont ever forget RAS okay! no matter what is shown on the surface, you've been my best friend, you are my best friend, and you'll always be(: i hope we wont lose communication even if we're in different classes.. <3>
#23 Sara
hey term4 tablemate! i dont think you'll get to see this, but anyhow, thank you for brightening my life up with your madness. haha its been really a whale of a time sitting with you. youre a great person to work with, like FPS the class chalet and those small little tiny things. things wouldnt be the same without you! thank you for all that you've done(: will miss you!
#24 Sumei
haha i feel like laughing now. you are a very hilarious person, with all your actions and gungho ness about class bonding, LOL. i'll really really miss your voice and you yourself.. wouldnt hear anymore "i love 205 whoo!!!"): you really brighten and cheer me up whenever im down.. cos at least i know theres a very patriotic twofiver in class. that warms my heart, really. all the best in everything you do okay! (:
"i love 205, need i say more?"
#25 Joling
LOL the greatest impression you have on me is that you look ALOT like selina from SHE. especially with your hairstyle on C&D. you have a really interesting background, haha. thank you for helping me with the annoying ICT work whenever i feel like smashing the computer into pieces. (:
#26 Lynn
yo lynn! youre a very funny person, i just realised. youre very easy to talk to too. thank you for the encouragement you've given me, even if it was just a smile. all of those really, really helped. congrats with getting into math and science programme, you smartypants! (see who was the one who said she wasnt smart?!:P) jiayou in everything you do okay! will miss you..
#27 Me.
you have so many things to thank for, and promise that you'll always remember 205, okay?
#28 Xingying
science lab partner!! youre one whom is open to my clumsiness and stupidity.. in the lab or in the kitchen. you know im just a klutz in those stuff, right? haha. its been great talking to you and having those tiny heart to heart talks while not giving our attention to the teacher in front. youre one of a kind, really. egopok, i'll miss you!(:
#29 Joyce
batchmate!! hahaha although i'll get to see you during choir.. things wont be exactly the same anymore.): theres really many many things i have to thank you for, for the support, constant reminders to keep me awake! and encouragement.. you gave me the spirit to strive on. i never once knew you were so.. feeling, not that youre unfeeling but i didnt know you had such a strong feeling for 205. haha dont take that too heart okay. youve been a fantastic companion, one that i would miss alot next year. thank you loads, joyce(: (go nyc!)
#30 Tania
:D pink obsessed woman! hahaha youre a very nice person, but i never knew you had hidden violence.. till like recently. thank you for being so understanding and kind.. and your grandmaish words of wisdom really helped, no kidding:D i have always enjoyed your company.. like after school in betweens and even if its just a word with you or something. they're all frequently pink-filled haha. i'll really miss you and your pink obsessions.. it'll just make me feel so empty.): and you being judy and your just very.. unexpected antics. we must keep in touch okay!<3
#31 Justina
small small person(: i will really miss all your screams, all your complaints, all your highness.): thank you for being so accomodating and understanding.. it'll definitely wouldnt be the same without you.. good luck in all that you do okay..? you have the ability really. jiayou jiayou go excel!(:
#32 Tricia
lol bimbo, to-be-rich-husband's-wife!:D youre a very amusing person! although ive been tablemates with you for only i think, 3 4 days or a week, its been enjoyable. haha you tried speaking chinese i think, and i remembered doing that chinese nianxi with you! thank you for just.. being there. it helps to know that youre emphathizing, really. will miss you! (:
#33 Julie
my mommy... thank you julie for all the great advices on things i never thought would happen. your rational and calm personality really brings about great comfort and ease.. youre the remedy to my explosive reaction, haha. thank you so much for being a great advisor... a great listening ear and a great tablemate. youre really one of a kind, the kind who will commit herself to everything she does, to God to Christianity.. its worth looking up to. really happy that im in the same sec3 class as you yeah! :D lets rock our other 2 years at ny together!
#34 Jianing
comfy..): i cant imagine not jumping in front of you and claiming how high/unhigh you are anymore): its so saddening.. anyway jianing, thank you for instiling so much laughter and sunshine into my life. i think youre really unique.. one who has a unique outlook on life.. and just so many things worth admiring for. youre a person who inspires me to look on the brighter side of life, just by looking at your blog or looking at you haha. i'll miss you jianing, hope that we'll continue getting high with each other okay! jiayou for shooting and mugging, i know you can do it, like you always do(:
#35 Shannon
i have no idea what to say, because actually there's too many things to say. you know shannon.. i think youre a friend that i'll never ever ever forget. i guess words cant express it all, but thank you for everything okay...? all those things that we've gone through together.. they're all really very memorable. youre really awesome, and somehow although we only got closer to each other this year or quite recently, you have a special place in my heart. i'll keep all the memories i spent together with you close to my heart, mostly hilarious incidents like YOU spilling coke over yourself for NO reason, haha. and most importantly, you have that kind heart that really stands out. and another one, i've seriously never ever EVER seen such a talented athlete, but i see that shining talent in you. continue to strive in whatever you do okay! and dear dear friend, always always keep that smile on your face, i dont care if you continue to poke people's ROUND stuff, just always remain that cheery you(: it'll really be sad to part with you.. but i'll remember you forever. love you shannon, love you loads<3
#36 Junqi
haha you know i just came to realise this year that youre freaking hilarious. in many ways.. i realised your favourite phrase is "errrrr!" in the babyish way, haha. i've always enjoyed your company, like the other time when you needed so badly to breathe and escape from the winds of stress before math exam and we strolled only on level 3. hahaha. you have a flair for math, really. the way you do it.. its just damn natural. seating with you for a term really inspired me a lot to love math much more. haha i dont think you know that! but anyway, you've always been a person that i can relate a lot to.. just a very comfortable person that i can sit down and laugh and talk with, at ease. i'll really miss laughing over nonsense with you.. and i'll just miss being of close proximity to you. somehow you always give me the feeling that everything will turn out alright. have confidence in yourself okay? (: KEEP IN TOUCH HOR, POPO!
xxx
Although the time has come for us part,
Dont cry,
For have faith in us,
That the flame of 205 will never die.