*purely dedications/-
it really is the last day of 2007, isnt it?
despite how much i want 2007 to never end, its mandatory that 2007 end. so well, heres the dedications.
starting with NYCHORISTERS!
leting/ darling more like it. i dont know how to thank you, cos you brought infinite joy in my life. like really. i still remember the first time we talked. you were really cute when you said "eh, this song very difficult right?" i cant remember whats the song, but i felt like you were reading my thoughts out, so i was really taken back until i only could manage a simple nod. thats the start of our affinity i guess? really, you're one of the really few people that i can actually be myself with, and fret over anything. its usually one topic, you say this, i nod, i say that, you nod. so its just, like a link between thoughts, and its just a normal thing when you say out what my heart thinks. or vice versa. the words that comes out of my mouth just flow like a melody, naturally. yeah. really, you're a special friend, one of a kind. you're just the kind who bothers to listen to others' thoughts, just basically being a listening ear to their problems. and i cant thank you enough for all the funny kind thoughtful stuff you did for me. and thats inclusive of all the advice. and not to miss out, those wonderful fantabulous memories we shared, anytime, anywhere. by being yourself, i think im starting to find out who i really am. so, it really is a blessing to laugh my heart out or weep like a baby with you. conclusion is, you mean more than a whole lot to me. i really mean it. from deep down. i love you, darling!
youming/ although you may never see this, theres still your part!:D squeaky nonsensical batchmate plus 2 years of primary school friends. at first i thought no one i knew was going to join choir, and theres surprisingly you! theres loads of things we did together, like sharing the same earpiece to a phone and talking about loads of crap, which sometimes got us into loads of embarrassment. haha! anyway, thanks for everything. like making presents, offering help at any time of the day, and so much more. your nonsense add a whole pile to my laughter, and really, thats unbelievable, cos i dont normally get that high, or do i? oh well. i dont know, but the fact that you're in alto and im in sop doesnt make much of a difference, cos we exchange glances and pull stupid faces to each other frequently and secretly right? :D haha. theres just so much memories altogether i will never forget, be it good or bad. really! love ya!
loyee/ nutty but interesting and nice senior. even though it had been less than two months, its quite a big improvement, after all, we were mere strangers for 5/6 of this whole year, like you said. its simply unsayable. you arent just a senior to me, but a friend. a friend whom i can pour my woes to. its quite heartwarming to have this privelege to have a friend like you, loyee. cos you bother to care too. as both a friend and a senior. and thats really nice(: i dont really know how to express my heartfelt gratitude to you, but just know it exist! thanks for truly being yourself, cos thats what i appreciate the most. cheers for 2008 and for being a sc for nyc. you know we're supporting you all the way. gambateh! you know you rock! i love you<3
amanda/ another interesting person, who claims shes anti-social. haha. i dont think you are, at least when you joke like a retard. i guess it comes with the same name, but its incredulous to think we're thinking of the same thing, and speak the same thing like most of the time. so. its quite an affinity yeah? :D well, thanks for being there when im down and so on. really, i feel tons better after i speak out. and just scream. whatever, you know the msn me;D but i think we're just interconnected, the way amandas do(: love ya!<3
rebekah/ the always-high senior! and motivating person, minesweeper expert. you're another great listening ear too, no matter what. and just really really thoughtful, always putting others before yourself. from the first day i saw you, i already knew you are a very nice person. :D theres nothing to hide from you, cos i just speak out from my heart. haha. you're just a person who people can easily get along with, and thats no easy job, being plain friendly all the time. so i really admire you for that:D and obviously, your loud voice that i can hear a distance away. you're really talented, so dont give yourself up kay! cos' you know i will always be supporting you. thanks for everything you've done for me. i still havent paid you back for that plate of carrot cake! haha. love you!<3
105ers
shanping & rosanne/ haha the crazy friends-cum-dancers in the making. shanping the crazier one, and rosanne, the "higher-voltage-d" one. haha. well, thanks for all the laughter thats you have brought into my life. till now, i still can picture us screaming in the neoprint machines and doing wrong things at the wrong time. those times were a blast. it wont be that wonderful without having you as friends, really. from the first day of school, we've been walking down the rocky road of 2007 together, all the way till this year ends. in approximately.. 4 hours? haha. i just wanna tell you i appreciate all the things you have done for me. though we've been through quite a number of misunderstandings, we've cleared them. i dont know, but thats what true friends do right? like what troy and chad says in hsm 2. "hey, brothers fight!" "and we're still brothers." and they embraced each other like they've never seen before. yeah, its that feeling when im with you guys. :D so, i hope we'll be in the same sec 3 class, although thats too far ahead to think of now. love you gals forever.<3
audrey, evie & jianing/ the happy family, yeah. :D although our blog's quite dead already. anyway, i think i've done a lot of wrong to you guys, and im really sorry. hmm. you guys are one in a million, we laugh like friends who have met 10 years ago, when we just knew each other for merely less than a year. its really heartwarming to know that you guys are there when i need you, so thanks(: audrey, for being so kind and funny throughout all the calling marathons and ofcourse, om discussions we've endured. but through it all, we've come by with a great deal of laughter, aint it? :D its been great working with you. and evie, i still am imspired by your matter-of-fact tone, and i think you're born a leader. haha, people just follow you naturally. okay thats not the main point, but actually, that is the cause of the main point. sometimes when i lose my way, you just bark at me and my senses are awakened. so you just practically wake my soul up somehow. and thats a good thing, isnt it? and jianing. jia neh neh orh lu lu. you've become more nonsensical than before, really. you've been greatly influenced by the sick people (ahems, you should know who.) and i think im starting to get influenced too. haha. you're a very unique person who stands strong on your point. and thats really.. brave. seriously. you have no idea how much you inspire me! and dont be too modest, cos you're excellent at stuff that you do:D jiayou for sec 2! love you guys like maddd. <3
jolene & shannon/ of course, you have a dedication too! looking at you two just make me laugh till my tummy aches. natural clowns, huh? thats a blessing you know. you guys are like the stars in a dark place. when people are low, you guys step in and just lighten up the whole atmosphere. thanks for lighting up mine. i dont know how many thank yous i have to say, till the day we cried together, i didnt know that you guys cared so much for me. it seems like boasting here, but i really appreciate it. a whole lot. so really, i love you guys a lot alot alot alot alot x100000. LOVE YOU.<345678
vanessa(kpop buddy!), xingying, julie, chuanling, sara/ although we're arent that close, i know from the start you guys are nice people, no doubt. love you guys too!
thank you my dearies. without your existence, i wouldnt have been the happy lil annoying person i am right now. its just you guys that make nanyang what it seems-cosy and freakinnnn nice.
cheers for 2008!
love you guys<3
BFF LOVIN'!
oh and last of all, happy new year.
*life is such a bizarre journey
yesterday... was quite a marathon.
first of all, had choir. and i think i had a chill when we went out to yawn. sudden atmospheric temperature changes, i think. cos when we went back into m404, i felt roasted.
then choir ended at 12.. and youming and i went to bukit timah plaza to get lunch. cup noodles. we had to cross so many roads, and i felt quite drowsy already. and i thought it was the cause of intense heat. haha. well, we ate there then went back.
gathered with batchmates for awhile then got changed. my body was aching everywhere, especially my legs. dont know how much it grew, but the courtshoes i bought merely months ago could barely fit me, such that my toes were squashed all the way to the insides of it. and it was OW. then, we practiced outside the auditorium for a while. and the people who were entering and leaving the auditorium were laughing at us. dont know whats so funny, but they still laughed.
anyway, the performance was hilarious. since i, the blurr sotong, couldnt get the lyrics of mamma mia and somewhere out there memorised, i had to mouth the words while trying to hum the tune. i think i looked like some bee on stage. but i wasnt aware about what i was doing, really. surprisingly, shanping and rosanne were there. and when the choir came to sang the last part of mamma mia, the mamamamama mia part, rosanne laughed till her senior knocked her head (?) i was quite lost then, like totally lost, i just had to blend into the surroundings.LOL.
then watched abit of the sec 1 orientation concert. i liked the softball and judo ones. authentic! yeah. haha then youming and baoxian managed to change in the auditorium(like i dont know how) but i didnt had the guts to cos i had this horrifying experience where i couldnt take the gown off. it was just.. stuck. so leting had to pull if off for me.LOL.
then we went home. and i was super duper drowsy on the bus and after baoxian went i thought i was going to drop down dead. everything was spinning, quite unbelievable eh. i felt like vomiting and everything and i thought i was going to die.
but in the end, i didnt.(of course!)
found out i had a really high fever so i slept throughout the rest of the evening. and then talked to leting for about an hour about lotsa stuff.
yesterday's conversation was very meaningful and memorable.. and leting, you didnt make it worse, really. you made it better. and thanks lots for your understanding, loyee <3
*ready, get set, GO!:D
the day has finally arrived!
im going to the airport in approximately 8 hours, and my flight is 2 hours after. but i bet i'll be as wide awake as an owl. thats what God made me as!
im not quite excited now, but i'll be later. that's plain nonsense. its quite incredulous to think all these words just came out of my fingers. haha, anyway, i've packed everything already, though im definitely sure there'll be some last minute rushings(like i will forget to bring my favourite pillow or smth!), but most of all, i'll miss all my dearies here! not only miss, but miss with all my HEART and SOUL. its okay, im still contactable. :D
haha, by the time i leave for the airport, loyee would have reached singapore and on thursday, darling leting will be tracing my footsteps to the airport and into the plane, and to the same destination, the one and only japan. it will be miraculous if i ever meet her there. but if destiny allows us to, we will!
so heres a well wishing to loyee to take care and leting, to enjoy your trip! and to my besties, take care of yourselves too! i will miss you when i get there. you guys are the love!
& so, japan here i come:D
lets put the past including all our doubts and anger behind us and look at the bright future.<3